Fruits

Lord, when I am not following you, the fruits of my heart are rotten. They are:
Shame
Rebellion
Hostility
Pride
Jealousy
Hate
Bitterness
Enmity
Fear
Control
Resentment
Bitterness
Anger
Disobedience
Unbelief
Arrogance
But when I am walking with You, in Your Word, my fruits are pure and they are:
Humility
Love
Gentleness
Trust
Forgiveness
Joy
Peace
Patience
Self control
Happiness
Goodness
Faithfulness

You are all that is good in me and I can not do any of it without You.
I am so sorry for pushing you away out of shame and fear.
I need You!