Another Joie dream

I dreamt I was in the church kitchen and they had been serving up delicious foods to everybody. Shrimp pasta, home baked breads and decadent looking cake!
I walked in a little late but clearly not in time for everything to be gone.
But when I asked for some food, there was hesitation. They said there was no bread for me but I said, "no worries, I brought my own homemade bread and it's really fresh and good."
Then I walked over to where Joie was serving up the cake and asked for a piece. I could tell she didn't really want to give me any and was hesitant and after first ignoring me, when I persisted then she gave me something else instead. Something I didn't ask for.
I remember feeling like things were kinda a clique that I was not a part of. And in the other dreams as well.
What do these recurring dreams about this person and then being hesitant to serve me food mean?

Crying out to God about Adam's addiction

God answered me and said: "you're contending for him... as I contend for my own people."
After having to look up the meaning I discovered that contend for means to wrestle, war or fight for.
This is accurate. I love my husband and hate the trap he's wandering into that's bad news for his soul.
I will contend for him in prayer and watch God move in ways that I cannot!
God Will be my Comfort and Strength in this difficult season where I am feeling hurt, alone and abandoned.
He Is Faithful!!